This morning I had a dream. It was like an out of body experience. In the dream I was standing next to my bed looking at myself sleeping. And all I could hear was myself say “TAKE THE D4MN TEST ALREADY!” So I got up and took it.

My first positive test since I lost my baby in March 2018. I rushed back into my room and woke up my fiancé from a dead sleep. I cried. I don’t want to stop looking at it. But now it’s time to go cuddle up to my daddy to be before he needs to leave for work.