Our first prenatal appointment is Wednesday (11/14) and I am worried sick about not seeing a baby or a heartbeat... In April we had our first miscarriage at 8 weeks and found out the news at our first scan followed by another miscarriage at 5 weeks. I don't know if my heart can handle it again... I took another test I had left over because I couldn't help it anymore and with no symptoms I just needed to know it was darker.. That our baby was still fighting... I just pray for a healthy bean with a flickering heart...