Is it wrong of me?!

I have endometriosis they just put me on a new medicine called orilissa. I'm on the patch also (birth control). I also have been severely depressed and anxious. Adding Paxil and klonapin in the mix as well. I am going to the doctor today to schedule my hysterectomy. The pain has gotten too bad. I told my husband I'm coming off of everything including my birth control. He is upset at me because of it. But I went to the hospital last night fully expecting to be sent off for three days because my mental health is so bad right now. I don't want to be on anything anymore that is going to affect my hormones/ mood. Is it wrong of me? I told him I wanted another child he is the one who doesn't so I feel like he should control himself. Am I right or wrong??