I suffered a chemical pregnancy last month and I’m so terrified that these lines aren’t dark enough. I’m terrified to go through what I did last month. I’m not sure how many dpo I am but I know my period is due in three days. Went this morning to get a blood test and I’m awaiting the results.

Sadly my husband and I are just separated (prior to me finding out that I could be pregnant) we weren’t “trying” this month but not preventing either which is why I haven’t been temping. I do know that we did it while I had EWCM which is because I check my cm in the beginning of my cycle but since we haven’t been successful in the past I assumed it wouldn’t happen for us.

I’m hopeful that this is a sticky bean. I’m not the type of person to get back with someone just because we will be having a baby but I’m very excited to share this experience with him. This will be my second and his first. We separated due to an incident that happened that I can’t see myself moving forward in life with someone who is capable of that.

Hopeful.