So my man and I decided to split yesterday. Worst part is that we had been TTC for a year and we just got done BDing the entire week last week during my fertility week. My emotions are all over the place. I can’t help but stop and wonder if I can make it through the TWW to find out if it’s happened. Bitter sweet. I’ve wanted this baby for so long that it’s a shame I’m regretting trying at all.

My heart hurts....

I haven’t stopped crying all day.

I don’t know if I’ll be happy if I find out I’m pregnant or what I’ll do. 😢