I love him but;

Michelle • TTC #1 20yrsyoung
What do I do? I love him. But its like I'm getting depressed. We've been together for almost 3 years, on & off. Leaving him would make me happier but I don't want to leave the love of my life with a chance I'll never have him again. I'm just not the happy person I used to be. I hang out with friends but its just not like it used to be.