My husband and i have been trying to

conceive for 2 years. i deal with PCOS, very irregular periods and TERRIBLE cramps. every month i get the false hope of pregnancy due to my irregular periods, then i deal with excruciating cramps for a week. i’m starting to think the grief and pain i’m putting myself thru is for nothing. in order to treat my PCOS i have to be on birth control (which is not helping us ttc, obviously) so i’ve put taking bc on hold to try. but my cramps hurt so bad, and i’m still not pregnant. i’m losing hope and don’t know what to do anymore.