So I found out today that my doctor is closing his practice 12/31. I cried for hours at work. Lol I couldn’t keep it together. He is the only doctor I have ever used, he delivered my daughter, he did my D&C when I had my miscarriage, the struggle of me not being able to get pregnant for a very long time after it, and 15 weeks & 3 days of this pregnancy. I trust him and my husband loves him.

I spent hours today googling different OBGYN’s in my area and found one, and will start seeing him December 18th. I will be 20 weeks and starting all over. I hate it so much!

I go to my last appointment with my doctor tomorrow, and will be finding out what I am having, it’s hard to be excited when I am so bummed about losing the person I trust with mine and my babies lives. 😭😫