I swore to myself I wouldn’t get down...I turned 42 in October. We discussed trying to conceive and have 1 more baby...but only till the end of the year...I thought this was our month..but looks like AF is on her way...she’s due in 3 days..had some pink spotting yesterday. My BBT’s are dropping...I feel like my body is letting me down. I think this is hitting me harder this month because I should be holding a newborn...I got pregnant in February and miscarried in April. Should I just give up? Sorry just had to rant to someone...thanks to all of you wonderful people here who understand the struggle!