Realizing that I will never become a mom.

Leantine • I am an award winning cake artist I love my life, my art and my cats 🐈

How do you deal with not becoming a mom. After finding that I have an serious illness of the central nervous system (it spreads to muscles and organs) I had to make the decision to not have kids. It can be passed on to a child and pregnancy can cause serious damage to me and my baby. Now I can deal with in some way but I also have times that I hate the pregnant women around me (my hormones ). How do you give this a place on your life ?