Depressed

I don’t really know why I’m posting. Guess I just need an outlet or maybe someone has some encouraging words. I’m 8 + 4 and at 5 or 6 weeks I had a tiny bit of brown discharge only when I wiped that went away after two days. Now I’ve been having more brown for three days. And since yesterday I have increased amount of brown and some pink after every BM... I had a miscarriage in April, and I’m just so devastated it seems to be happening again. I don’t feel like I can cope emotionally or physically with another MC.