My best friend has always been overly affectionate. Not that I mind cause I’ve actually been in love with her for 4+ yrs. But to name a few: she’s asked me multiple times to kiss her, she’s asked for my consent, she used to get on top of me and pin me down, made “jokes” about marrying me/eating me out/ us dating, ask me if I’m jealous of other girls she “talked” to, we also spooned every time she slept over

(etc.) All that, and obviously we had an emotional connection...

THAT BEING SAID, she’s always claimed o be straight, and she has had several boyfriends. One time my sister also asked her if she’d ever date me and she said no, cause the friendship. At one point, she also went months without talking to me cause she got “new friends and a new boyfriend”. So, I’m confused about how she feels...