My husband and I are both 30. We've been married almost 7 years. We're trying to have baby #1 and have been at it for about a year. This past Easter I miscarried at 9 weeks. It was hard, but so early that I didn't let sadness overwhelm me (or so I thought).I just wanted to get back on the horse! However, we haven't had much luck in the last months. Seems like everyone around me, especially people who have NO BUSINESS having babies, are getting pregnant. I'm sure I'm just overreacting and being dramatic, but it is so hard to be happy for others. I can't believe I've become THAT woman. The woman people are nervous to talk baby around. The woman who cries all the time. For so long I was no where near ready to embark on parenthood. I enjoyed my free time and going where I wanted to go without worry. Everyone keeps saying is "don't worry, it'll happen" or "trying is the fun part!" But I don't want to hear that. I just want to fill this void that I didn't know I even had.