I don't even know how to feel right now.

Jennifer🌈

This isn't a happy pregnancy announcement... Nor is it an " im so sick of seeing one line" post. I honestly am numb right now. Last night i told my hubby that one of our friends is expecting their 3 little. That is when he said something that cut me so deep i am literally numb inside. He said " I think we are done having babies, we are getting older". At the beginning of the year we decided to try for a year to have our final little, hopefully a girl, we have 3 boys. I know in my heart we aren't done, at least im not. I don't know how to feel. I started Clomid this month and we bd during my fertile week. I dont know if im pregnant yet but now I don't know how to tell him. I dont know if he will be mad or happy after that comment. We are defiantly going to talk about it tonight when he get a home from school. Im hurt and numb.