We lost our baby at 17 weeks in June and today would have been her due date. It’s been a week of rollercoaster emotions to say the least. I’m so sad but also so hopeful. I’m now 7 weeks with our rainbow! It’s hard to be excited when all I can think about are the what if’s, the I don’t feel anything, shouldn’t I feel something. I had almost a total lack of symptoms the first time around and so far this time is the same. It makes it so hard because I so desperately want to “feel pregnant” and worry so much when I don’t. I’m trying to be calm and not freak out until my next appointment in 2 weeks.

Sending love and positive thoughts to all of you!