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I had a miscarriage 2 weeks ago. Coping with it has been really hard but I feel like I’ve been handling it a little better as each day goes by. Then today I went to see my doctor, and lo and behold, she is about 5-6 months pregnant.

I don’t know how to deal with this. All the progress I have made is gone. I feel so jealous and sad. I just don’t understand why i lost my baby. Will the pain ever lessen? Will it ever be my turn? I am so scared that I’m gonna end up being one of those people that never have children. We have been trying for years and years and when it FINALLY happened, we lost our baby. I just can’t deal right now. And I don’t know how I am expected to cope with this. I just want to lay down, curl up in a ball, and cry my eyes out. My heart is so broken . Ugghhh