I must admit that 2018 is definitely going out with a bang and although my life may be turning around I still seem to find new ways to mess it up.

About a month or so ago I had sex with one my guy friends. We had been real close (like super close to the point where when i though i was pregnant with my ex’s child he stepped up and said he’d help raise it) up until we stopped talking to each other in February. And I have no idea how we ended up having sex in October but I want to say that we were both drunk me more than him (I consented because ultimately I wanted it). Now thinking back I’m just like how.

I’m freaking out because idk what to do and because last Saturday he spazzed on me for talking to my ex. He started to ask why and how I could be friends with him. Then he wanted to see if I was still talking to him because he didn’t believe that i stopped so he asked to look at our messages and my call logs. And then today I find out that he blocked me for that reason that night (supposedly he did it when he was drunk)

In conclusion, what should I do?! I have no idea if he likes and it’s starting to get real confusing. So I need help bad please.