Incoming Rant:

Ugh! Ya know, I want to have another baby just as bad as he does, but he’s driving me crazy. He/we thought I was pregnant earlier this month but three days after some weird spotting AF arrived two weeks early. BD’d October 5th-15th, 23rd-27th and 30th&31st (Halloween weekend was ovulation) then got my period officially on November 5th (was due November 16th). Now he’s trying to say he swears I’m pregnant, and so is my younger brother and our two friends. I refuse to take a test lol. I got off my period on the 9th, therefore I had a period since ovulation, so there is no way I’m pregnant. I took 6 tests before AF just to prove my point, one was a seemingly vvvvvf positive, the rest all negative including two digitals. He actually went to sleep tonight holding my belly. It honestly hurts. We miscarried in September, I was thrilled about having another baby and then in an instant that was ripped away from us. I just don’t want him to get all excited about something that isn’t there.. rant over.