Going through second loss

I had a miscarriage back in July and it was absolutely devastating and now just 4 months later I am going through a second miscarriage, I am so lost and so devastated. I don’t even know what to do or how to feel. Right now I feel as though it is never going to happen for me . I am also thinking of taking some time off from work atleast until the new year I am a preschool teacher so there is time off for holidays coming up anyways . Does anyone think that this is a good or bad idea ? Or could anyone share how they coped with multiple losses.