In the past I’ve had 2 miscarriages. They weren’t planned. I was very young, I’m still young now. I’m only 21 and I was given the news that I’m at a high percentage of not being able to have my own children because of my pcos. They explained that I’m in good/okay condition as of now because my ovaries aren’t bad if I were to follow up with a treatment or whatever but I’m no where near ready to have a baby. I’m just heart broken, I need to see or hear some positivity about this new. I know some women struggle years and years of trying to bring something so precious in the world and some people just can’t. I don’t know if I’m being over dramatic but I always saw my future of having a handful and surrounded by my own kids.