So today my best friend told me she was pregnant. This was their first month ttc. I cried. Both because I was so incredibly happy for her, and because I wish that I could be pregnant too. The thought of knowing how difficult of a road this is for me and seeing her get pregnant so quickly just kills me inside. I'm so happy I will be by her side through this new chapter of her life, but I wish it was me. 😢😢