Not allowed to hurt anymore

So I lost my baby in October and I would’ve been 25 weeks now, when I tell my mom I miss my baby, she says “you don’t need a baby right now” and I told her no I just miss the one I lost and she goes “have you gone on birth control yet? Stop wishing for a baby, you don’t need one yet anyways”

Honestly feels like I can’t even talk to my own mom about losing my baby anymore :/ she just makes it seem like I should be better and not thinking about my baby and expects me to move on so quickly. I know nobody is gonna sit here and sympathize with me every time I feel down but it’s honestly only been over a month... feels like people only feel for you when it’s fresh but they expect you to forget about it by the time they do.