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πŸ¦„πŸŒ΄levi`s mummy β€’ RN βœ”πŸ’™πŸ’™ levi born 3.3.19 πŸ’• #2 due may 2020

I honeslty dont know what to do right now. My man has let me down so badly.

I work full time and pay almost everything and dont ask for much except for respect and some help around the house.

Im working full time, paying our rent, a new car off as well as ALL our bills. And attempting to save for a house deposit as well. I had almost 5k saved since getting pregnant, and wanted 10k put away by the time my son is born in march. I have been working 50 hour weeks while pregnant to get there.

My partner was working casually, and was giving me weekly payments (paying me money back) until he lost his job a bout a week ago. Even while he had a job though, almost weekly we would have a fight about him not going to 1 of his four hour shifts. He is typically lazy and spends heaps of time on video games..

Since then, I trusted him with about $2600 in order to start a business, it was something i think he would be good at, whilst being able to stay home for alot of his time.

he fucked it up by spending a large amount of it on something i told him not to do. and he lied several times to me.

He does have some really good qualities, and always makes me feel cute and loved. .. but he broke my trust :( after all i do for us.

wtf do i do πŸ˜­πŸ˜“πŸ˜“

Sadly i do think would have asked him to move out already l, at least temporalily, if it wasnt for me being 24 weeks pregnant.