Should I destroy his ps4?

I feel so angry right now.

I've been married almost 10 years and today I found messages on my husband's ps4 chatting with some girl he went to high school with. Not just chatting, exchanging numbers for nude pix, etc... I confronted him about it and this is where we're at. Now he's gone to work and I'm just enraged. I need to do something. I want him to hurt the way I do 😡.

I want to destroy the ps4.

37 weeks pregnant with our 3rd child.

UPDATE:

I didn't do anything. I'm just sad. It hurts.

But I have no family within 1500 miles.

At 37 weeks pregnant, it's not the time to drag the kids across the country and find a new ob. Also I will be on maternity leave soon.

I bought that ps4 years ago. Pre ordered it from Wal Mart. If I decided to smash that shit to pieces, I have every right to.

The girl is meaningless. She's not special or unique. She is just a symbol for bigger issues that have been on going for the past decade. She's not local and doesn't matter to me. His actions matter.

Most of the comments have been fun to read. Thank you all.

But some have portrayed me as the bad person. I have not done anything but love my husband, take care of our children, and work my ass off @ work.

What am I going to do? I'm not sure but right now, I'm just going to focus on my children and having a new baby. Fuck him.

Update #2

Same shit. He's back to playing that thing. We found out he's deploying next year and I actually feel relieved. I guess he expected me to feel sad or something but I really don't.

Of course he says he's sorry. I never tell anyone about the stuff that goes on between us so it's just this post and him who knows. I feel fed up with this shit. Sometimes we're just sitting in bed and we laugh at something and we have a good moment but then I instantly get mad again. I feel betrayed. My smile turns into a frown and then silence.

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