Hard situation between my boyfriend and family. They don’t like each other anymore, I’m underage and we have a daughter, it means I still live with both my parents. Everything used to be ok, he used to come 3 days of the week plus all the weekend, but now my mom don’t want him inside the house, and it’s so hard for me to spent 2-3 hours outside with my daughter. Needles to say, this week I only got to see him 1 day, because of his school. December it’s coming and it makes me so depressed knowing we would not be together celebrating. Sometimes it’s rainy outside, cold, or so hot so I can’t take my daughter out. This whole situation it’s killing me, there’s no day I don’t think about what it used to be . I didn’t know where to post this, but I needed to tell somebody, sometimes I have suicidal thoughts so I try to keep my mind busy. But now, at 02:21 am, I feel so depressed and down, I can’t stop crying. And I’m scared next year could get worse