Am I ever going to ovulate?

Jess • Hi! Ttc first child. I`m 33 years old. I engaged to a wonderful man and just want to start a family
Well this is my third day testing ovulation and I just tested and the line is lighter then yesterday I do not get 
Is. Yesterday was not as dark as the other line but more prominent then today's, 
Is because I tested at 2 instead of 5? 
I really want to be a mom and really am trying to make this month my month 
I don't k ow why it's so light today! 
Yesterday's 
Today's! 
Please need advice is this normal