Going back to ex-fiancé

I need some major advice. Give it to me hard and give it to me soft. Idc just be truthful. My Ex-Fiancé (Logan) and I broke up recently. The break up was horrible. I mean horrible. He said horrible things, did horrible things and took everything from me. My family now knows. Well the past money I’ve been happy within my self because I’ve been doing things I’ve wanted to do for so long. However, I am missing him deeply. I mean not just “a person” but him. I know he did some horrible horrible things but I can’t help to just forgive him. He came over last night and we chatted and had amazing sex and it felt like home. It felt like he never left. Even if I decided to go back I would take it EXTREMELY slow and make sure that he is financially stable, stable st his job, and working towards his goals (this was a huge problem and partially why we broke up).

Now the tricky part. My family knows about everything. Stupidly I told them and they have seen some of his actions.. if I get back together with him I know they will absolutely flip out. I feel like he is worth it and I am a grown adult that can make my own decisions but I do care for my parents opinions.

Someone give me advice.