Long awaited baby number 2 came and now has passed and I’m heartbroken. 9/21/18 was my lmp, confirmed pregnant 10/24/18 and then the past week I had horrible back pains and light spotting, concern of ectopic pregnancy, ruled that out at er, then following morning ultrasound showed our baby’s heartbeat 7w 4d (But baby was smaller due to my pcos cycles not being short but rather long - our son measured small too) But also my hormone level was low but they weren’t concerned too much because they saw heartbeat. The next day I started bleeding pretty bad, saw ob again and my uterus and baby changed position and we went from 6% chance of miscarriage to less than 10% chance of baby surviving. That evening I passed some clots then more tissue (part of placenta and the baby) the next morning, heavy bleeding since and another appointment with ob and ultrasound showed I still have a more tissue and such to pass and hopefully medicine works otherwise a d&c come Monday. Passed this morning what looked to be the remaining portion of the placenta (fairly large actually!) and I’m praying that’s the final bit because I really don’t want to have a d&c 💔. Prayers coveted as we have been faced with so many struggles ttc for 3 years and we finally were able to naturally again now only for the baby to pass and go to heaven. Our 3 and half year old is so sad as well because he knew about the baby, probably will be burring the baby by our tree, but the grief hits so hard in such big waves I can barely breath. Everything that was such small risk turned out to happen for us, and we are devastated. Please say some extra prayers for me and my family. For full healing of my body ( I’m still bleeding very heavy), prayerfully no d&c, the knowledge when it’s ok to share all of this with friends - family does know though, healing as we mourn the loss of our child, finances & provision for what I’m sure will be huge medical bills coming, peace that our baby is with Jesus and in Gods timing us to be blessed with another precious babe that can be here with us longer than just 8 weeks 💛