5 weeks and paranoid

Paedyn • 👼🏻09/2018. 🌈 🎀06/28/19 💙🧸5/30/21

I will be 5 weeks in like 1-2 days. I had a missed miscarriage in September around 7 weeks. I am so paranoid about losing this baby. My ultrasound isn’t till the 30th😭. However everything is fine. I’m tired all the time but I have cramps a lot. Which is fine because I have cramps easily. However they are dull and achy. Today I had gas apparently and he gave me really sharp cramps on one side and then I started to pass gas and they went away (TMI😂). Even though I know cramping is normal during the first trimester I am still paranoid. Ugh. I just want this baby so badly🌈