Should I even fee embarrassed? Is this normal?

Okay so I’m 20 years old and my bf is 21, & we’ve been together for 3 years . But I always get baby fever and I know it’s way to early to even have one and I don’t even plan on it any time soon, I got on birth control especially for that reason. but I lowkey go on Pinterest and look at baby shower ideas and baby room ideas and have files saved for one day and my bf & I have some names saved. It’s such a guilty pleasure 😭 I know I can’t have a baby yet but I’m just here having baby fever. I know I’m no where ready for a baby, but the thought of it is exciting to me. I told my bf I have these files saved and he thinks I’m crazy 😂 he’s like “what if you don’t like that type of stuff when we do have a baby or your style might change” he would be so excited to have a baby right now but I’m in school and I can’t until I’m done. I guess I can just keep fantasizing for now 🙄

Anyone lowkey do this? I feel embarrassed for being this excited even thought I won’t have a baby for another couple years.