I am 8 weeks and 2 days pregnant .. but from the start i was not experince any symptom of pregnany i ask my dr she said its oky if you dont feel pregnant .. but she said visit me after 12 weeks for ultrasound ..

I am upset because i dont feel pregnant and how do i know my baby is growing he is alive .. i dont had bleeding and cramping i was feeling lazy couple of weeks back but now i am totaly fine .. my pules rate is about 90 beats .. 😕 its my rainbow baby after 2 misscarriages i am depressed what should i do should i visit for private ultrasound ? Or wait for couple of weeks ?? I dont feel any thing in my womb yet 😶