My husband and I were not trying to have anymore kids but I found my self pregnant. I was so excited even though we had talked about not having anymore kids, that our two were enough. Then last night I had a miscarriage. I was only a few weeks along but I feel heartbroken. I think partly because I was so happy and partly because I know my husband doesn’t want any more but it is clear to me now I want more. I know financially we shouldn’t have any more and we are both getting on in age but my heart wants what it wants and now it is breaking because I’ve lost the last chance I didn’t know I had to have one more child. I don’t know how to get past this. I am hopping talking about will help in the long run but right now even thinking about it let alone writing all this has left me in tears. How do I get past this?