I’ve been getting sick a lot and I feel really guilty for missing work, especially since this time its because I partied 2 days in a row over the weekend. I feel like I’m behind, like I don’t deserve to be working there even though this was kind of my dream for a while. I started downwards spiraling today in my thoughts thinking if this is what I really want, this job. If I need something more creative and less corporate, something that makes me feel less intimidated.. I feel down and depressed and wish I had more time to take care of myself and my mental health