feelin’ better.

so, earlier this year, i was completely sick of myself. i was never comfortable being in public because my body made me so uncomfortable. i feel like i was being stared at and judged. besides being sick of my body i was sick of my personality and the ways i was acting. i have social anxiety and depression. it’s hard for me to get up and do things. i just sit there and let everything happen, but last night, i decided to get up and throw on a dress from two years ago, do my hair, do my make up, put on some heals, and just pamper myself. i was so proud. these pictures make me feel confident and happy. i’m glad i was able to get out and express myself. even though i might not have went anywhere afterwards i truly felt much more confident. i’m actually getting a lot better from earlier this year. i’ve let go of friends that were toxic, and i’ve gained some hopefully long term friendships. i’ve lost a few pounds and i’m proud of who i am becoming.