I have to have a primary c -section. :( I'm heartbroken, because I had a beautiful/natural birth with my first. This baby has put me through the ringer. I had a LARGE subchorionic hematoma that didn't resolve until 28 weeks now that area has caused the amnion and chorion to break apart plus I have a velamentous cord insertion 😪. My peri and midwife have been going back n forth for quite some time and it's nice to have an answer but I'm still disappointed. But- I do not want to risk my life or the baby's. Any words of support for this mama? Thanks!