Fuck Boy Experience

My close guy friend wanted to be fuck buddies. Then, he told me all these sweet things to make me think he truly liked me. He knew I’ve liked him sexually for a while. So we fuck this last week, and then the next day he tells me he doesn’t want anything with me anymore. But he still wants to be friends. The next few days at school, he doesn’t talk to me or look at me during class. Doesn’t text me anymore. Nothing. Then continuously rubs in my face that he didn’t want to fuck me or be with me in the first place, but he did it anyway. It makes me feel like shit because now I’m self doubting myself. I’m putting myself down in my head because of it. Now he’s pushing me and his other friends away. I’m done doing everything for this boy, and getting used and fucked over in the end.