2 years of trying

Me and my partner have been together for almost 5 years, I'm 23 and he's 22. We're financially stable, I work full time and he's in the forces. We've been trying to conceive for  2 years now and it's driving me mad!! I had a miscarriage when we had not been together long which sadly ended in a miscarriage, I was only about 4 weeks 😔

He works away a lot due to his job but he's been based home since February so we've been baby dancing ALOT! He's due to go back to base soon and I really thought we would of conceived with him being home a lot. I want nothing more than to wake up one morning and run to the bathroom throwing up (sounds strange) just so I can say "it's time to take a test". All my friends are having babies and conceiving the first month of trying!! I'm happy for them of course but it just doesn't doesn't seem fair 😔.

My partners had his test done and he is fine, I'm still waiting to book mine but scared of what the results will be.

Thank you for reading, any comments would be very much appreciated. 

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