I'm stupid so stupid I really didn't think being a single teen mom would be this hard but it is it's so hard in doing it all on my own I just want a shower but my baby will cry if I leave her she can't be without me I haven't eaten in what feels like forever I don't know how I'm gonna go on like this what even is sleep anymore ? Sleep when baby sleeps?? My baby sleeps for 20 mins at a time!! I'd just get groggy!! Also who is gonna clean her clothes and bottles and the house I'm stupid for thinking I could do this maybe it will get better who knows sorry just needed to rant