So this morning I thought I’d do a test on the fact I’m 4 days late and feel shit (nausea) and well when one came back looking positive I did two more to make sure. Has happy as I am, I’m also scared to death as our baby boy was born at 20 weeks 2 days back in August he was born an angel and the last thing I want is history repeating itself. I have yet to tell my partner as he is at work but right now could do with a big cuddle of him and hear him say it’s all going to be ok. I know I need to stay calm for baby but I also know it’s going to be hard not to stress out.