I don’t smoke, but....

Everyone that knows me, tells me I should. My husband does. I’ve done it before, but I just didn’t like how I felt. I’ll drink a beer no problem but for some reason I’ve never really liked weed. It just made me hungry as shit and sleepy. But I have horrible anxiety, I’m an over thinker, I’m too sensitive, the dumbest shit makes me cry for instance the snowman’s face in the animated video of Sia-Snowman (YouTube it.) I have tension headaches all the time because I’m so easily stressed out. Even strangers have passed by me in the past and said “Smile.” My sister’s and husband and his friends (I don’t have any friends) all day I need to smoke and chill out but all I’m gonna do is fall asleep so? Does it really help with your anxiety/depression/stress etc if you smoke?