Anyone else have late onset ppd?

How old was your baby when you remember it starting?

Did the ppd start after you had a boy or girl baby and are you a mom of other babies or children’s too? If yes sex/age?

Did your ppd episodes involve strong negative emotions that carried through days and weeks? If so did you ever feel them towards your child? Like thought about how badly it feels to be this baby/kids mom...?

Anyone also have spirited children? Or had their children or child referred to as such?

Thanks for the answers. Feeling down and not wanting to feel alone.