i dropped my boyfriend off this morning at the airport and haven been bawling on and off all day. he is gone for 25 days for training then deploys for 6 months after he is home for a few weeks. this is our first deployment. i have been a mess since we found out. i never ever knew my body could produce so many tears or my heart could be so sad. i miss him more then i could ever imagine. so if anyone wants a friend, id be more then willing to message anyone and keep my mind off of things.. right now im just a sad sad girl😭😭😭