So for over a year and a half now I have been suffering from a pretty deep depression and anxiety. It’s been so bad that I have dishes piled up from over a year ago, haven’t vacuumed in who the hell knows how long and have huge piles of laundry everywhere. Needless to say my house and life were a mess. My boyfriend and I live together and I felt that because he works so many hours (over 90 hours some weeks, he works in the studios) that all the housework and responsibilities are on me. Which to an extent they are because he works so much. But anyways, I was getting very overwhelmed with everything in the house and it just got worse. Our relationship started to suffer badly too. We stopped fooling around, making each other feel good and really appreciate each other.

Well fast forward and I have a new job which I love and has helped bring me out. I have been feeling like my relationship has ended for months. But tonight I saw myself in the mirror and decided “I hate who I have become and I’m going to change” I felt like I needed to be by myself to change and to learn who I am again. I got up the courage to talk to my boyfriend and was fully expecting it to go horribly. I couldn’t have been more wrong. It was the most honest, raw, loving and respectful conversation I’ve ever had with this man. We both admitted our faults and he admitted he didn’t know how to help me when I was in my hole. He then says “Babe, we are a team and we are in this together.” Then he gave me the most passionate kiss ever. I haven’t felt that much passion in a long time from him. Hell, it was so good I was about ready to jump on him and take him right on the couch.

Then he got up and started folding a bunch of laundry. Lol. He even took his shirt off to give me some eye candy.

It made me realize I love this man and he loves me and we went through a rough patch but are going to make it work.

Communication is key for relationships! I need to talk to him more and ask for help when I need it.

❤️❤️❤️

Ps: After we got some chores done. I jumped his bones and we had the hottest sex ever. We started missionary then he flipped me over and took me from behind. Which made me finish and made him even more turned on so he got off the bed and grabbed my legs to wrap around him and he fucked me like that for a bit. I finished at least twice in that position before he finished inside me 😍

It was a good and successful talk. Lol.