I had a miscarriage two weeks ago after ttc for a year. I pray every night that I see my baby in my dreams to feel it in my dreams. It’s been a hard long year especially having 3 of my close friends of mine give birth and 4 of my cousins all being pregnant at the same time sharing their pregnancy together this year has been nothing but baby showers gender reveals baby visiting and I honestly thought I would be close but each month was a disappointment and then loosing my baby was a massive stab in the heart.. I am looking for any kind of hope and encouragement to start ttc again I told my husband I wanted to stop trying and to be me again and not the person I have become.. even though it breaks my heart that I’m pretty much going back wards I’m sick of having to pretend happiness when hearing baby news from others which deep down of course I’m happy for those that get their BFP but when will it be my turn I’m not sure :( when have you guys started trying after a miscarriage? How did you prepare yourselves mentally and emotionally? Because I’m terrified of the heart break of going through that again....