I’m 7 weeks postpartum. I’ve always struggled with anxiety & depression, but during my pregnancy it got a lot worse i thought maybe it had something to do with the hormones, because I was very emotional. The past 2-3 weeks I have been feeling really down... I am really unhappy with myself & I just always feel so out of place & when I’m talking to anyone I stay nervous the whole time because I feel as if I’m being judged the whole time while I’m talking & feel like I sound stupid. I feel so ugly & it’s causing me to start fights with my boyfriend because if he even changes his tone with me i convince myself he’s doing something behind my back because in my mind it makes 0 sense to me why anyone would want to be with me. I haven’t been sleeping because so much is on my mind & spend most of the night crying in between my daughter’s feeding times. Next week I go back to work & I’m honestly scared that I’m going to snap with all of the stress I am feeling. My postpartum appointment is tomorrow & I just don’t know if I should say something to my doctor because I don’t really feel like it’s postpartum depression because as far as my daughter goes, she’s perfect & the best thing that’s ever happened to me so if anything she’s my peace during all of this. I just don’t know what to do I feel so worthless :(