Trying becomes emotional


I’ve been praying and wishing I have pcos so it’s hard and everytime my ministration comes i get more and more in a depressed mode I go w/o eating some days I have a 12 yr old son but pcos came after him I’ve been pregnant but miscarried twice 😢😢we’ve been together for 5yrs and I’ve been to the doctor got surgery for one of my tubes that was trying to close they have been open ever since thats how I got pregnant I’m just praying and praying for a miracle 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🤰🏾🤱🏾