He said he still loves me, cares about me and has feelings for me. But they aren’t as strong as the first time we dated. See, we dated two years ago but always stayed in contact, I broke up with him after a year because it was petty, I had to mature to be in a relationship. I always loved him. I really do love him and want to be with him but when I talk to him I just lose train of thought and get so nervous. It just hurt my feelings that his feelings aren’t the same and I always wondered it, but I do understand. He said it’s not the same, like this whole experience is different because he said I’ve changed and he loves it. He said if we would have kept the relationship we wouldn’t be going through this because we’d be together. I don’t agree because I had to date other people to see that it wasn’t them, it was me who needed to change myself. I was a hot head and always wanted to argue. I did a 360, I found myself comparing everyone to him and no one compared. I just wanted to be with him. Since we broke up he’s only talked to one person and it went nowhere & only slept with one person. I dont want him talking to anyone, I’m not talking to anyone. I trust him but I’m not sure on that level because we haven’t stated If we could talk to other people. He said we need to do things to make him feel like that like ect., go out, do stuff but he’s busy so I just go over there at night and chill.

It’s so crazy, everyone has dreams about us. His brother dreamed we got married, I dreamed one night while i was with him he came home and was so excited he caught a big fish(he goes fishing) & he had a dream too