I have 8 year old son who’s father left me after 4 years together,I was 11 weeks gone,he had cheated on me with my best friend and was engaged to her by the time I found out(I was at least 10 weeks when I found out) I was 18.From the day I gave birth I knew I always wanted more but I’ve been in failed relationships after failed relationships,cheated on,lied too you name it.Thankfully never introduced any of my 3 serious relationships to my son,just never felt right up until last year I met the actual love of my life on plenty of fish!

We will have been together a year on Valentine’s Day.He loves my son like his own and bends over backwards for the both of us.I introduced him to my boy around 3 months of being serious and “official” it was the best decision I ever made.He has no previous children and has never even bought a girlfriend home to his mum or anything like that so that was lovely (he really has an amazing accepting family) we talked about wanting a family around 6 months in and he said he definitely wants to be a dad he’s 31 I’m 27 but then always corrects himself and says well I’m a dad already but you know what I mean!😭😍

So we said no this is it for us we know we love each other,we live together,we’re financially stable and definitely not getting any younger so I came off my pill and caught 4 months later which devastatingly ended in a miscarriage at 5 weeks,I knew for all of 5 days before I started bleeding(hcg draws confirmed miscarriage) ,it absolutely destroyed us both but he took it hard 😞 didn’t think he would want to try again for while if at all but we sat down and discussed it and he said no if your happy I’m happy.We started trying again a week after my bleeding stopped that was on the 14/10/18(UK)

I found out I was pregnant again on the 12/11/18(UK)!! We both almost fell on the kitchen floor with emotion! Clear blue said I was 2-3weeks.Took another on the 15th and it said 3 weeks plus! And now I’m either 7-8 weeks I have no idea as I didn’t even have a period in between! And I feel like everything seems okay I had no dark tests on my last pregnancy all stayed faint,this time around they couldn’t get any darker so I’ve stopped testing 🙈 but I just wanted to share my story to all you wonderful ladies as I’m feeling rather emotional and blessed today,thankyou for taking the time to read this and congratulations to everyone on your announcements!xxx ❤️🌈