Im so hurt.

So, My period is 5 days late. I haven’t tested (I will monday)but I’ve had other symptoms (tender breasts, sensitive nipples, nausea, mood swings, etc), and I’m sure I’m pregnant. My boyfriend has been adamant that we’re too young for a baby, and he’s not ready to be a dad. He brought me medicine that’s supposed to induce a period and can cause a miscarriage. After crying to him about not wanting to kill my baby and trying to figure out how we could make everything work, and him telling me that it would ruin our relationship, I took some of the medicine. I feel so broken. I know that i can’t provide the best life for a baby rn but I wanted to keep it. Ultimately, it was my decision and It was probably the right one; I’m only 15 and I dont want to ask for help with money or having someone babysit. I also want to add that he didn’t tell me that this was my only option; he encouraged me to think about how negatively having a baby would affect me and our relationship and the lives of those we’re close to. I made the decision to take the medicine. I’m just so sad because I feel like I could’ve been a great mom.