Anyone else afraid to test? 🤣

So, I had a chemical last month at two days after I took my test (taken 8 days after missed period), at 10 days after my missed period

I’m currently 9 days out and keep telling myself “if I don’t bleed tomorrow then...” but tomorrow ever comes for me.

I’m lightly cramping for about a week but not bleeding. That’s my only side effect.

I took a test 11dpo and it was negative. I bled for maybe half a day - dark and lightly (the day I was supposed get AF). Then nothing. But I’m just thinking it’s not my month.

Anyway. Is it just me?